Diwali 2008

Wow. I have really started to NOT blog.
& I thought I'd be blogging a lot more during the holidays.
Ah well. Things around me are changing.
Like cigarettes. I don't feel like smoking ever since I came back from Delhi-Agra.
In fact, I tried to smoke a cigarette yesterday..
& I had half and threw it away.
I don't know. Maybe it's just a phase?

Oh right, it's Diwali. Oh joy !
The only thing I look forward to on Diwali is ..
WAIT.. there's nothing :o
Surprising, eh? (A)

It was the usual, but nicer.
I don't know why, but things are turning out for the better..
& I think it's because I expect nothing.
I expected nothing on this birthday & it was fantastic.

Diwali is 'supposed' to be the major Hindu festival.
Honestly, I just sit for the religious rituals so that my mum doesn't get upset.
She doesn't nag otherwise.
She wasn't scandalized when at 15 I told her I am going to live an atheist's life.
But every once in a while I follow her lead..
As long as it doesn't contradict my fundamental convictions, I don't really mind :)
& there were no crackers bought this year which was like icing on the cake ^_^

So that's that.
Diwali was more of a 'family' thing this year.
It didn't feel like formality weighing down on me.
Neither did I wonder why everyone's so happy on this day.
(Yes, I have been wondering for the past few years..)
I think I finally had my 'Happy Diwali' ..
Hope you had yours too <3

P.S. The only thing that's crappy is the fact that gym is closed for two days straight! :@ How am I supposed to be consistent people?!

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Fun times :)

I had so much fun today :)
Radhika and I hung out after sooooo long.
Like, seriously. It'd been ages.
So much so that neither of us could remember the last time we hung out by ourselves o.o
Crazy, eh?

Anyway, we met at Bandra
& it was amazing as expected :)
I bought a new pair of jeans ♥
It's so pwetty ^_^
& we had lunch at RED Box.
The food was delicious.
No seriously, it's some of the best that I have had in a really long time.
Thennnnn, we went to this new place called Mumbai Times Cafe.
It was really nice too.
I ordered some sort of tossed up pasta by accident.
& it turned out to be yum. Lol.
& this drink 'Pink Panther' it was so yum in spite of it's name :P

Sooo, that's about it :3
Food + Shopping = LOVE
I must remind myself to do these things every once in a while :)

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Fuck Inertia

I had no idea how pleasant mornings have become around here.
You can really sense winter in the air, you know?
I woke up at 5.00 AM today.
I had set an alarm for 6.00 AM.
But alarms always prove to be useless..
I end up getting way before time anyway.
I really {really} had to go to the gym today.
I think I have procrastinated long enough.

It's close to a year since I stopped caring about how I look.
I started emphasizing more on how I 'feel' ..
which, given the situation last year, was the thing to do THEN.
But I am fine now.
I am happy on the inside.
I am not depressed, unhappy or lonely.
So I think it's high time I feel OK on the outside.
I don't want to start resenting myself for something as petty.
I have been letting myself down on this front for months now.
I need to put my foot down :x

Getting to the gym is hard.
Getting off your ass, putting on gym clothes is the worst.
The first ten minutes on the treadmill feel like crap.
Like you want to run out that door and die. Lol.
But 30 minutes into it, you start feeling a sense of accomplishment.
You walk out that door with utmost satisfaction.
& that's what I aim for.
I hope inertia doesn't get the better of me.
& P.S. I totally want to quit cigarettes. I think. Wait. Do I?

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D:

Urh.
I have been sick to my stomach all day.
& I don't feel like blogging since I got back.
Not sure what's gotten into me.
& I am getting sick of this layout but I am way too lazy to change it.
:/

Think I'd better sleep now.
Night.

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Excerpts.

Oh dear blog, how I have missed you D:
& even then, I have nothing substantial to say.
Delhi & Agra were amazing ♥
I have never travelled so much in such a short span..
Never in my life.
& never again I will board a bus.

As it turns out..
People I disapproved off aren't as bad as I thought.
New friends were made.
Old friendships renewed.. to an extent that is.
I must have not spoken to certain people in the last five months,
as much as I spoke to them in the last five days :)

Nothing went as per plans or expectations.
Agra was more fun than Delhi.
Booze was terrible D:
& I got sick of smoking two days into the trip.

I wish there were more people from FY.
But there's always a next time, I suppose?
I wonder what that's going to be like.
I want to visit the South next time we have a trip.
I have never in my life been to Southern India.

I promise myself to make use of the next 25 days.
& do something worthwhile.
Before it's too late.
But isn't it already?

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Woah, I am all trippy right now ;/

+prolonged yawn+
+coughcough+
+sneeze+
+more cough+
+sore eyes+

The day has finally come.
But I am feeling nothing like I thought I'd feel hours before boarding the train.
I am not super-exciteddd.
Why?
Because I have been down with the flu since the exams got done with.
Ugh. This must be like the billionth time this year x.x
My immune system sucks, really.
& what sucks even more?
That's it so effing hot outside
& I can't enjoy an ice cream :@ :@ :@ !

If I switch off my AC, I start feeling really hot.
If I switch it on, my nose starts to get blocked.
Like.. SERIOUSLY! Wtf? :@

Eh, I have been taking this medicine..
So hopefully I'd survive this one.
I don't want my trip to be ruined cos of some annoying little virus of all things!
& oh! Not to mention, I can't smoke or drink when I have 'the flu' ..
This thing's totally retarded..

Anyway, I am still looking forward to this.
I hope Delhi isn't as hot as Bombay right now.
& I hope I make new friends :)
&&& that we have a blast ♥ !
Almost forgot, I hope I manage to get a decent picture or two.
I photograph so badly, lol D:

Aaaachooo ! D:
Sorry. It's uncontrollable.
+grabs tissues+
So it's like 2.00 PM.
I leave in an hour or an hour and a half at max.?

I won't be able to blog everyday for like a week..
It's going to suck so much :(
But miss me while I am gone, ok? :*
Until then.. goodbye.
&& bon voyage to me :)

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Perniciously Top Five !

Womanizer - Britney Spears
L.O.V.E. - Ashlee Simpson
When I Grow Up - Pussycat Dolls
Painted Whore - Millionaires
Decoy - Paramore

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Exam Six.

Today has been fantastic !
Firstly, I got my neopets account back :)
I was thrilled.
It's a huge co-incidence, the fact that I got it right on the last day of my exam o.o
Aah well, to be honest..
I wouldn't have gotten off the computer otherwise.
But now I don't have to be bored in the vacations ^.^

Thennn, I finally got Atlas Shrugged back !
I was on the brink of crying tears of joy.
I thought that book would never make it back to me.
Three months !
That old hag kept it for three months :@
I mean, wtf!?
At least I have it back now.
& my BMM co-ordinator asked me to let her borrow after I finished reading :P
But she's cool, so I don't really mind :)

OH. I forgot the most important part :o
I am FINALLY done with exams !
Yaaaaaaaaaaaay !
I can't begin to explain what a relief that is.
History was amazingly easy.
& after college got over we went to McDonalds, shopped a wee bit.
Then I got my butt home & have been online ever since.
& I am so excited for the trip.
There's so much to do in the next two days.
I wonder if I'd be able to get around to finishing those errands at all.

I guess that's it for now?
I need to eat dinner.
Bye ♥.

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Exam Five.

Computers sucked :K Like, seriously.
I have no fucking idea how things got from bad to ugly.
The task of lifting my pen and writing seemed mammoth by itself.
Eh, at least it's over.
I don't care whether I get bad marks, I just hope I pass :x

The day I have been waiting for is almost here :)
Tomorrow is the last exam ~ History.
It's not that big a deal.
More so because it was the only subject I had studied for previously.
Which is probably why revising was such a breeze..

Hmph.
I need to go to bed now.
& I hope I can get a good night's sleep. +yawn+
Not sure about what I am going to do after college tomorrow.
Getting home and sleeping through the day seems to be the most exciting idea on my mind..
Ah well.. nighty night lovelies (:

P.S. Three days for the trip :D

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Exam Four.

Oh, hello :)
I feel like a total dork saying this, but Mass Comm. wasn't too bad.
University Papers are so effing easy !!
& so much choice ;o
We were lucky to have one optional question in school.
But now, it's like 50% choice !
Right, I am done expressing my gratitude to Mumbai University.

Now, like I promised.
I found out that CJ has finally been launched.
'What on earth is CJ?!', you exclaim.
Don't worry, I didn't expect you to figure it all by yourself o.o
CJ = www.campusjunkie.com.

I don't know how to really explain what it's about.
See, I think it's a bunch of people who came up with this fantastic idea.
& it's a great way to network.
& express your opinion, while reading an article or two that interest you.
Colleges are brought together..
& it's amazing because we're all always so divided and competitive all the time.
We finally get a chance to be civil & not yell ludicrous slogans in each others face.
(You know what I am talking about if you ever attended a college fest!)
It gives students a chance to express themselves (!)
& basically plenty of content for you to pass your time.

I do however think that the articles (quality-wise) aren't exactly {wow} material.
I read plenty, but liked/appreciated only a handful.
But I guess it's unfair to expect the site to have 100% quality content.
It's a students site after all.
& I guess that means we get away with amateurism pretty easy.
Oh, it's still in alpha testing stage, so expect a few glitches here & there.

I have a bunch of things I want to write about.
& I don't have the time for it obviously.
Well, maybe after the exams end.
Right. EXAMS.
I have Computers tomorrow.
CorelDraw and InDesign. Suck. Urh.
I hope I pass.
I am not putting in too much effort.
Cos hey, I am allowed to fuck up at least one paper.
& plus, it's not even interesting what we're expected to learn.

Nothing more to say.
Do check out CJ :)
& even more when I start writing for them ;)

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I still can't decide whether I like my haircut or not. Eh.
So I have Mass Comm. today.
I haven't studied or remember anything !
I would consider it a blessing if I manage to pass :)

When I get home, I would be doing my first ever website review ^_^
Hush! Not divulging any more details.
Yeah, this post was pretty much unnecessary.
Byeee.

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Exam Three.

ECS was super easy.
But I guess that was a given.
Three down and that many to go.
The ickiest papers are the last three x_x'
History isn't that bad, but Computer's going to suck.
& same with Mass Comm.
I have no idea where & how to start studying for those.

On the bright side ~
It's Saturday, in exactly a week from now we'd be on our way to Delhi ♥.
Yaaaay! ^_^

So I got a new haircut.
I am not sure what to say.
I think it will take some getting used to? :s
& no, I won't take pictures D:

Yeah, I guess that's it.
I hope the sleep fairy is nicer to me today.
Good Night :*

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Exam Two.

Sociology was better than expected.
A bit too lengthy x_x
But still pretty great :)
I felt like my fingers would fall off by the end of the paper. Lol.
I guess it's because I hadn't written an exam for so long?
& with BMM, 99% of the answers are subjective, essay answers.
It's kinda cool though :P
I am really good at beating around the bush
& making my answers sound genuine & earnest. 0:-)

Two down. Four to go.
I didn't even realise when these two exams got over xD
Perks of college life (A)
I can'tttttt wait for the 15th ♥.
18th to be precise, but 15th is good enough :P

So.. how do I put this?
I have an ECS exam tomorrow & I haven't studied a word, really.
I am not sure why though.

It's half past one.
& I need to get back to bed.
Yes, 'get back to bed'.
I fell asleep at 9.00 PM
(don't ask me why)
& woke up with a sudden urge to blog.

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I haven't watched the new South Park episode .. yet.
And it's not even like I can't find it.
It's sitting in my downloads folder.
So what's wrong with me?
I can't click the stop button on How I Met Your Mother.
I am in the middle of Season III and hating that it's almost over :(
Over & out ♥.

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Continued

Birdies chirping in the wee hours of the morning. Oh what fun. So this is my third blog post in the last three hours. It's along the lines of my last one. At times, even your role models or people you swear by aren't perfect. They might shock you with some nonsensical act and make you question their person.

Here's what happened:
I was reading up on Ayn Rand when I came across an article saying that she didn't support Gay & Lesbian rights. She went to the extent of saying it's 'disgusting' and that homosexuals are probably suffering from some kind of mental instability. Can you believe that? It was disheartening.

"All laws against homosexual acts should be repealed. I do not approve of such practices or regard them as necessarily moral, but it is improper for the law to interfere with a relationship between consenting adults. Laws against corrupting the morals of minors are proper, but adults should be completely free."

She did however admit to having limited knowledge on the subject and to be fair to her, about 30 (something?) years ago it was a luxury to be able to talk about homosexuality, let alone support it. It was a new concept which probably came as a culture shock to 99% of the community. Swept under the rug, stuffed into the closet. It was something that existed but was never talked about. I am so sure that most of our parents think it's sick and abnormal and weird and what not.

Rand's one explicit statement about homosexuality, came in 1971 after a public lecture in Boston. She made it clear that her philosophy of personal rights and limited government required that homosexuality be decriminalized, an enlightened view for the time, but then went on to say,

“It involves psychological flaws, corruptions, errors, or unfortunate premises .... Therefore I regard it as immoral ... And more than that, if you want my really sincere opinion. It's disgusting.”

The irony of it all? Unknowingly she's been an inspiration to hundreds of gays and lesbians around the world. She is rightly regarded as a rigorous defender of individualism and personal autonomy, of the right to craft a life satisfying to oneself rather than others, of the importance of thinking logically and carefully examining traditional assumptions.

Given this emphasis, it is easy to understand why many gays and lesbians would find in Rand's novels a message of encouragement, a powerful nudge toward self-acceptance and a foundation for self-esteem in the face of moralizing religions and social stigma. Rand is even listed in the “Gay Russian Hall of Fame” maintained by a Moscow alternative newspaper and The Fountainhead is called “a landmark of gay culture,” presumably for its theme of personal liberty and individual creativity.

&&& for that reason alone, I forgive Rand's misconceptions and error in judgement. Her books support homosexuality, even if she doesn't. Quite ironical and extremely interesting at the same time.

Here's another:
Nandini Sardesi supports reservation. So seriously, what's wrong with the world.
I fail to understand how any form of discrimination can be fought back with discrimination. An eye for an eye makes the world blind.

I cringe to know that someone with barely 70 per cent makes into the same college as me because they are Sindhi, Gujrati, OBC, son of XYZ, blargh! How does it benefit anyone other than those who don't deserve to be there in the first place? It's a slap in the face of students who do not belong to any 'special' category and get in on pure merit. How is that SC certificate going to help you write a creative advertisement when you start working? Will Mr. XYZ pay for companies to let his son work with them? o.o Was it really fair for me to not be able to make it into H.R. with an 86% aggregate when someone with a lesser percentage than me (and a Sindhi certificate) got right in? What is wrong with the people then?

I think scholarships are the only form of 'reservation' that qualifies. It encourages students with talent and limited resources to pursue their dreams. But what about the hundred others who were so close to getting into their dream course but were cut off by someone with a 60 per cent & a piece of paper certifying that his/her ancestors were treated badly x_x.

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La Perfection

I had finished my evening walk. So I decided to call it a day and get back to studying. She entered the hallway with grocery bags in both her hands, rambling on to someone over the phone painfully stuck between her ear and shoulder. She was saying something that struck me & at that very moment I knew I would blog about it.

"Perfection is over-rated."
Well guess what, perfection is just an excuse to make you give a 110% while trying to achieve or create something. I don't think it's over-rated. It's an irreplaceable catalyst in every creative process. Perfection is what keeps you and your work from being 'average' or 'mediocre'. You get the drift..?

Some argue that perfection doesn't exist. Quite a cynical way to look at it, isn't it? I think {perfection} is purely subjective. What maybe perfect to you, might be a disaster to someone else. But does that really matter? Achieving 'perfection' ought to be a personal goal instead of an excuse to vaunt any accomplishment. Appreciation is {only} secondary or just an 'add on' to any creative process.

Ask a real musician what drives them to make music. It's not the fame, not even the money; it's the sheer love of doing it. For the lack of better words, making the perfect music (or any form of art.. even arranging your bedroom furniture to perfection) will feel like a creative orgasm.

Bottom line is, if you want to chase perfection.. do it for YOU & no one else. Nothing is ever over-rated when it's for you ;) Word out lovelies ♥.

P.S. My cbox is lonely, leave a comment xD
P.P.S. Yes, I haven't slept since my last post :3

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+yawn+
Randomly up at an odd hour again.
I have my Sociology exam today.
& I have no idea whether I am prepared or not.
As of now, my mind is absolutely blank :P
Hopefully, I'd be able to write an answer or two :/
Ah well, this also means two down & three more to go xP
See you later in the day ^.^

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You're so gay..

I would've never recommended this song, because it is not only stereotypical of the word 'gay' but it also makes the writer sound homophobic. But if you keep all of that aside, this is a great venting song :P Ex-boyfriends, vain friends, you name it. I liikee :3

I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf
While jacking off listening to Mozart
You bitch and moan about LA
Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway
You don’t eat meat
And drive electrical cars
You’re so indie rock it’s almost an art
You need SPF 45 just to stay alive

You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like…

You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
You’re so skinny you should really Super Size the deal
Secretly you’re so amused
That nobody understands you
I’m so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head
I’m so angry cause you’d rather MySpace instead
I can’t believe I fell in love with someone that wears more make-up than me !

You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like…

You walk around like you’re oh so debonair
You pull ‘em down and there’s really nothing there
I wish you would just be real with me

You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
Oh no no no no no no no
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like

P.S. No, I don't agree with using the word 'gay' as a synonym for 'lame' either but like I said.. it's a great vent song nonetheless.

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Exam One.

Wow. I can't believe I survived a whole day without blogging.
Economics was better than I expected.
That's a relief btw.
Because she's so failing me in the project work.
Oh, she still hasn't given my book back btw.
How nice ^_^
(!@#%&*)

I have no idea what I am doing up at this hour.
I didn't realise it was past midnight.
I was watching How I Met Your Mother xD
&& I just finished with Season II *
Sociology on Friday.
I didn't study a word today (obviously) !
+yawn+

I think I should be getting to bed now.
I want to wake up on time and finish with Sociology asap.
Erm, yeah so this is it :3
Nighty night ♥.

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OMG. Isn't this tattoo awesome!
The hand is ugly, I know.
But its still a nifty concept.
I'd never get something like it though.
Not that it's too extreme.
But I don't know where I'd be working.
& some places don't allow tattoos like that x.x'
Speaking of which, I do want a seventh tattoo :P
But that's going to be on the back burner for a while :3

There are {other} things that I want more.
Liiiike : Ray-Ban aviators, red sweatshirt ♥, a new haircut..
But there's something I have wanted for the LONGEST time.
«-----
Doggie! :3
an English Cocker Spaniel to be precise.
& I am not kidding,
I have seriously been saving up :x
Not sure if I am going to get there any time soon.
Ah well..
P.S. He's so cute, it makes me want to cry D:

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n_n

Let's not talk about that.
That..
Is what I don't want to talk about.
No :K
Because I'd start feeling icky all over again.
Yes you DO know what I am talking about.
So, shut up now.
Shut up shut up.

Festive madness & forceful conformity ends today ^_^
Well.. at least for now.
The big one is yet to come D:
You heard me.. Diwaliiiii +sob+
But I suppose we start to mourn when death's here?

Rightt..
So I have to say this.
How I Met Your Mother is absolutely..
LEGEN-wait for it-DARY !
Season II > Season I
It only gets better.
If you haven't watched it yet, please go kill yourself.
& wait! Before you do that, please watch it @.@
I mean, FRIENDS after being on air for 10 years has a rating of 8.9.
How I Met Your Mother after running for like three seasons has that of 8.8 ^_^
You know what I am trying to say, right?
Let me spell it out for you ~ G-O W-A-T-C-H I-T.

Oh, I finally found Season III of Heroes !
I haven't started watching it yet, because..
a) I have an exam tomorrow.
b) I was too busy soaking in the awesomeness that is How I Met Your Mother !
c) OMFG. I have an exam tomorrow !
^ Right. I should be studying now. Laterrrr.

P.S. SOUTH PARK tomorrow!
OK, technically I'd only be able to watch it Thursday..
(cos we're like 12.5 hours ahead of U.S. time, tyvm)
.. but whatever xD
Um yeah, I need to go study Economics now o.o'

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Crave rave.

Solitude.
It craves cylindrical white sticks of bliss.
I am home alone after a really long time.
& I miss my smokes D:
I haven't had one in like a week @.@
I didn't realise that till my parents {just} went to work.
Maybe I'll go buy some now :x
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These choices..

OMFG.
This totally made my day xD

So, my previous post is making me think.
Alot.
I need to put things into perspective.
I need to get my priorities right.
Smokes are the hardest thing to give up right now.
But I am already working on the rest.

I am already independent of the 'people' around me.
To quite an extent at least.
I want to be independent of material things as well.
Too bad if I sound like I am set for an exile.
It's anything but that xP
I want to want and I need to not need.
I wonder if I can pull this off.
I'd be glad if I could go 99% without two out of five of those things.

The easiest? Boys & Alcohol.
But I am not taking the easy way out.
I need a challenge.
Not like I have anything else to do anyway x3

Help me chooseeeeeeee !
P.S. I know there are always the kind of people who'd stalk my blog and never let me know that they in fact read every minute detail of my life. Um, mind taking time of that daily ritual & telling me what to do? :K

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Can I?

Replace the boys with toys.
Replace the cigarettes with candy.
Replace the alcohol with fresh lime juice.
Replace the computer time with a social life.
Replace the meat with green vegetables.

Can I?
Can I?
Can I?
P.S. The question isn't rhetorical.
I really need to know.
Yes, it matters what you think.
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Dun-dun-dunnnn !

Lazy day !
I either slept or watched Gossip Girl + How I Met Your Mother.
Fun times.

I woke about 30 minutes back..
to the noise of some Hindi track oddly mixed with obnoxiously loud beats.
Yes, it's Navratri apparently o.o
Endless hours of dressing up in the fanciest outfit..
to jump around the place with a pair of sticks.
Needless to say, I am not a very festive person :)

I am not sure why though.
I have always kind of hated these social gatherings.
Or any distant form of Indian festivity (to narrow it down).
Call me a sell-out to the western culture or whatever.
But I'd much rather sit at home than be a part of the craziness.

Ample of make-up, heavy jewellery and pretentious dresses later..
You still have to dance to those ridiculous numbers.
& have some random lad dressed in an equally (if not more..) ridiculous manner hit on you.
Yeah, I'd much rather stay at home
& blog about how much it sucks :)

Toodles ;D

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Today was nice :)
Shradha came over.
We finished 85% of History.
It's such a relief, you have no idea xD

& whoever said money can't buy happiness,
Certainly never had rum + coke + chicken.
It was fantastic ♥.♥

Other than that..
I just finished watching like about five episodes of ..
How I Met Your Mother, back to back.
It's hilarious xP
Probably the funniest sitcom after FRIENDS.

Uhm..
& I am downloading every episode of Gossip Girl Season II.
Can't believe I haven't been able to keep up.
Aah well, what better time to catch up on your favourite TV shows than during preparatory leave xD

Oh, on a final note ~
Even though I have no idea about what I should do with my time.
I am still kind sorta pretty much happy that I finally managed to get rid of Neo :)

& I have no idea why I made three blog posts today :P
Ah well.. time for bed now x3
Biiiii ♥.

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Silent Attacks of Happiness

It's such a beautiful evening.
I went to the terrace after three whole years.
Took a little stroll.
The sky is a beautiful hue of orange :)
& this song is just perfect.
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via FoxyTunes

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!Zzz..

Blargh.
So I am up at 03.30 AM for no rhyme or reason x.x
Um, I don't even remember sleeping.
Dreams are getting from funny to just plain obnoxious.
xD
I have the weirdest imagination ever.
Not going to say what I dreamt about.
It's too embarrassing :S

Oh well, I think I should be going to back to bed now.
Bye xP

P.S. New layout btw. I love it ^.^!
Reduced the maximum count of posts to : three.
If you want to see my older posts, just browse via the labels :)
Um, yeah. Ignore the annoying comments on my cbox.
With fame, come stalkers :o Rofl. Jk xD
Bye for real now :)

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v.v

+yawns+
Empty day ahead.
I have nothing to do.
Oh right, I have studying to do.
But nothing more D:
B-O-R-I-N-G.
Ack, I can't wait for exams to start.

Dreams get weirder.
I was in the local train with a bunch of my classmates.
(those that I barely ever talk to)
And we were trying to steal something from the Railway authorities.
It was really lame x_x
I have no clue where I get these random ideas from :/
Bleh.

Now I need to go and do something with my time.
Damn you TNT.
P.S. 5 more days for South Park 12.5

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x.x

Computer Practical Exam @ 7.30 AM.
Not the best timing in the world.
I have barely had any sleep in the last two days.
But it's not going to be too hard to make up for that.
I have a week of no college :)
& even though it's 'technically' supposed to for studying..
No biggie :x

I had Nirvana Sheesha for the first time today.
It was really niiice :3
&& I can't wait for the college trip.
It's going to be sooo much fun ♥.

Other than college the day has been pretty crappy.
I came home to find that my Neopets account is iced.
Multiple accounts apparently.
Mahip says that I'd get it back because I didn't do anything wrong.
I don't know though.
I am not sure if I even want it back.
I need to move on.
RL is getting too demanding.
So yeah, I am not sure if that's a good thing or not.

I need to start with History and Economics :/
&& finish with those tedious subjects asap.
Maybe tomorrow onwards?

{Update}
I am sitting here, staring at the computer screen.
I have nothing to do.
I depend on my computer too much.
I need a book to read.
I need something to write about.
I need new music.
Can anyone possibly provide me with {any} of those?

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